“I’ll be right back,” he says... And then that was the last I saw of him for a good 4 hours.
We were in a crowd at Envision Fest, and splitting up felt healthy even though being attached at the hip was epically fun.
After an hour passed, I let any desire for him to return, dwindle away.
The Universe taught me pretty fast that night... any fear that my beloved was sick, lost, not having fun etc... would tear me out of the present moment + create darkness in the field for me and us all.
The matrix is working with us and through us, responding to our internal state of being.
What I did instead?
I sent him love. I communicated to his soul telepathically.
And I chose to operate through pleasure and intuition instead.
The idea that “I need to find him in order to have a good time” is a lie keeping those in partnership out of sovereign self empowerment and love.
The night was a night I will never forget.
I chose to see him “getting lost” from me as a divine assignment and role from the universe... and from this mindset, I got to experience one of the most mystical and magical nights of my life.
He experienced the opposite of the spectrum: fear and worry... which led to physical and mental exhaustion...
Let me explain: FEAR INFORMS THE SYSTEM + YOUR BODY TO OPERATE THROUGH SHADOW LESSON.
TRUST INFORMS THE SYSTEM + YOUR BODY TO OPERATE THROUGH LIGHT LESSON, WITH VITALITY, PLEASURE, FLOW, AND EASE.
So you must learn to let go.
Believe that your partner is in their highest.
Imagine them surrounded by light.
This is true for long distance relationship, travel, or simply being away from each other for a time.
We are much too advanced to allow subconscious wounds and ancient fears the time of day.
They will only create more separation in the field.
And when you train your mind to let these go, you create heaven on earth in your relationship and life.